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[05 May 2009|10:26pm] one day you wake up and you think you have everything figured out. Maybe not fully but you have a good feeling with whats going on and your future. The next, everything is fucked up. I suppose that is life. The hardest thing is keeping faith that its all for something, and even if you cant see it now its there. Maybe things will work out, and maybe they wont. I hate having to wait to see cause it hurts me every second I don't. I must learn to be patient. Every second that is still up in the air kills me more and more inside. I just wish i could see the big picture. she simply will not die

[22 Apr 2009|07:38pm] i now know what it feels to have your heart ripped out. she simply will not die

word [30 Nov 2008|04:53pm] i have had live journal for over 6 years now which is pretty crazy. It is interesting looking at the posts i made back then and how i have changed over the years. i was a whiny depressed child. heh. oh well, you mature with age and i have. I am so much more happy with my life, and i don't really give a care about the little things i used to. I am glad to be who i am today. she simply will not die

[17 Jul 2008|10:20pm] i want to able to say to some people.."why do you make me think you want to be friends, but when it comes down to it you obviously do not." why lie to me? just tell me, cause it hurts me more. thanks she simply will not die

[14 Jun 2008|01:15am] so say goodbye to love. she simply will not die

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[17 May 2008|09:39pm] fuck you she simply will not die

getting drunk soon [09 Nov 2007|07:05pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] i think i had a vagina 4 years ago. awful. 4 brought a knife to a gunfight | she simply will not die

[28 Aug 2007|12:35am] I do not exist only you exist 2 brought a knife to a gunfight | she simply will not die

[20 Aug 2006|10:45am] Garbage Pete People Iced: Thirty Three Car Bombs Planted: Fourteen Favorite Weapon Curdled Milk Arms Broken: Eight Eyes Gouged: Twenty Three Tongues Cut Off: Nine Biggest Enemy: Cheese Dirk Get Your HITMAN Name she simply will not die

[22 Feb 2006|07:46pm] digging trenches all day is exausting 7 brought a knife to a gunfight | she simply will not die

[09 Feb 2006|03:03pm] i cant wait till i actually get decent at golf. its fun now. but it will way more fun when im better. she simply will not die

[26 Jan 2006|02:40pm] [ music | kings to you ] listen to kings to you...youll thank me later 2 brought a knife to a gunfight | she simply will not die

[27 Dec 2005|10:36am] 13 hour shifts suck. she simply will not die

[25 Dec 2005|02:25pm] merry christmas she simply will not die

my legs hurt [02 Nov 2005|03:36pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | Saves The Day-As Your Ghost Takes Flight ] oh sweet mosses i need a job....quick 1 brought a knife to a gunfight | she simply will not die

[30 Oct 2005|12:10pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | 2mex ] i think the coolest thing about music is that i can go from listening to Mos Def and then listen to Children of Bodom. it is beautiful. she simply will not die

[16 Sep 2005|01:15pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | emery- In a lose, lose situation ] life is really funny. things dont usually go according to the plan you set out, but sometimes it is for the best. just look back on all the good things and dont forget to look at the present. dont miss things becuase your concened about to future. i learned that today. things are well in escondido. things are well. she simply will not die

[30 Aug 2005|03:07pm] has anyone seen a torn up heart? it looks alot like mine. she simply will not die

[21 Aug 2005|06:02pm] tomorrow is my last day in east county 2 brought a knife to a gunfight | she simply will not die

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